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Monthly Archives: December 2010


I cannot belive the Giants lost that game 38-31. 28 points by the Eagles in the 4th Quarter!!!! WHAT?!?!?!?! How does that happen?!?!?! I have never EVER been this ashamed to be a Giants fan in my life. What a heart-break! Now they have to win their last two games to even have a chance at the playoffs. I am not sure that is going to happen. When they lose big games, they have a tendency to quit the rest of the season.  Remember the 49ner game many years back? How about the New Orleans game last year? After both those games, they went downhill. UGH! My husband and I were at the game yesterday and left in the middle of the 4th quarter to beat the traffic. It was 31-10! By the time we got to our truck, it was 31-17. Listening to the play by play in the car on the radio made me sick! I am a very passionate person especially when it comes to sports!!! In my opinion, heads need to roll today!

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Let the tailgating commence at 0:900 hours! The Giants vs Philadelphia and Mike Vick at Giants Stadium for first place in the NFC East! Listen closely, you just may hear me screaming from our section in the upper tier! We are making grilled chicken cheese steaks, healthy, of course. I’m not drinking wine tomorrow – just water and hot chocolate. It’s a 1 p.m. game. Too early for wine. Plus it’s going to be FREEZING!

I hope there aren’t any Eagles fans around us. UGH! If I have to hear that damn Fly Eagles Fly song, I am going to hurl! My boy Steve Smith is out for the season which is a total bummer but Hakeem Nicks is healthy, Hagan has stepped up, Manningham has good downfield capabilities, and the rest of the “O” has what it takes. Our “D” has to step up and put pressure on Vick, contain McCoy, and cover Jackson. God, please don’t let them aggravate me. They NEED to win this game! 

TNT is playing the hell out of The Wizard of Oz. *Singing* As Mayor of the Munchkin City, In the County of the Land of Oz, I welcome you most regally. But we’ve got to verify it legally, to see. To see? If she, If she? Is morally, ethic’lly, spiritually, physically, Positively, absolutely, Undeniably and reliably Dead!

We watched Deck the Halls tonight – too funny! It kind of reminded me of Christmas Vacation somewhat. How does Kristin Chenoweth get herself in these types of movies? She is such an awesome Broadway performer and I LOVE her on Glee! We saw her in Wicked. She was awesome!
*SINGING* Popular! You’re gonna be popular! I’ll teach you the proper poise, When you talk to boys, Little ways to flirt and flounce, ooh! – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNIwSYp4N-Y

I like this one – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XwmA0jyWMk – I love me some Indina Menzel! Listen to the words. Remember I have a song for EVERYTHING! If you know me, you will know why this is my song!


Sitting here watching ESPN FIRST TAKE and listening to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7N9PmfpGQrQ – LOVE this song. Singing away. This song has so many meanings for me – Not just the obvious love song type insinuation. I like to reach deeper with music lyrics. I am so into music lyrics telling a story especially where I am concerned. I have a song for EVERYTHING. Don’t you wish you can get inside my head? :p

Still in my PJs cause I can! WOO HOO! I have been so exhausted. It’s amazing what happens when you shut your brain off. The semester is over for me. My last day was Wednesday. Supervisor came. Cake walk! I am waiting for my grades to be posted now. 

This time of year is rough for me. I’m missing my father. I have been going to his house on Christmas Eve since I was 10 when my parents divorced. My husband and I are still going over there even now that he’s gone. My 20-year-old brother is a stickler for traditions. He doesn’t want anything to change including the menu – Filet mignon and lobster. My father used to make the steak and now he makes it. I think my bro makes it better than my father (*Looks up* SORRY DAD). Not a lobster eater. Not a red meat eater either. I have to be in the mood for it. I’ll take one for the team Christmas Eve though. My husband’s birthday is on Christmas Eve too so we always have a birthday cake for him. We are going to celebrate it on the 23rd. We are going into NY.

It’s that time of year for reassessing. This has been another year of enormous growth and learning for me. Since my father passed away on Jan 22, 2009, my life has taken such a different turn. I think I have said this in past posts but it’s unfortunate that it took my father leaving this earth to wake the hell up. This year I have seen people’s true colors and realized who cares and who is only out for themselves – especially in the last two months. I think I have also said in past posts that  if you cross me once I wipe my hands of you. That I definitely got from my father. I have wiped my hands of things and situations. Out with the old and in with the new. I refuse to be anyone’s marionette. No one plucks my strings except me. This is why I have a very hard time trusting people. There is usually an underlined manipulative motive.  I won’t tolerate that. To those that have been in my corner and continue to be, I am very thankful and appreciate all the support – especially with my creative outlets.

I also want to announce that I am going to be an auntie again! My best friend is pregnant again with her second child. YAYYYYYYY!!!!

Switched over to another song I can’t stop listening to – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsPFDzAGb4A – Alter ego? lol


Well, I got through my presentation in that God awful computer class. Tomorrow is my last day at the high school and then I get to relax for 4 weeks. God I need it. I am completely burned out. My mind has been on overload. From what I hear, it’s only going to get worse next semester with the internship. By May who knows what condition I will be in! I can’t believe this world wind of a journey I have been on since 2005. For those of you that have been following from Post#1, life is a funny thing, a crazy roller coaster with unexpected hills and drops. I guess I was a lot stronger than I thought; yet a small part of me still doubts myself.

I have to get up at 5:30 a.m. so I just wanted to write something before going to bed. Good night and after tomorrow I am all yours again!

And spammers, BACK OFF! I am not interested in anything you are peddling!


The semester is over for me this Wednesday! I am so over it. I have a presentation tomorrow and the school I intern at has a half day on Wednesday due to an in-service which is just fantastic! My supervisor is coming for the last time. I just have to finish the lesson plan. It’s going to be real quick because the periods are abbreviated. I am teaching the Journalism class how to write a crime report. On another note, I got an A on my portfolio thingy. WOOT! That’s 3 As in that class! *CABBAGE PATCHIN AT THE COMPUTER* Tuesdays class is going to be the death of my GPA. I got a 71 on my final because the teacher is HORRIBLE. He doesn’t care and doesn’t do a damn thing. I have to do a powerpoint presentation tomorrow on an English lesson. I am just doing plot structure. Whatever. He is more concerned how hi-tech looking it is.

Now that the semester is over, I can start blogging more. The Spring semester doesn’t start until January 18! I have an orientation before that though.

Hanging out with a friend of mine I haven’t seen in a while on Friday night. She just got married so we are going for a glass of wine!

My husband and I are almost finished with our second play. We sent the first one out to two different places. i also sent some of my poetry out. I am not a great poet but whatever. Life is too short. Why not send them out and just see?


Happy December! Hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving or a tolerable one for those of you that have family issues. I have not had the time to blog as much as I have wanted to. School work and internship work has been crazy. I just finished that mini portfolio thing today – 50 friggin pages. So much for a mini huh? Good Lord! I still have papers to grade, an exam on Tuesday the 7th, a presentation on the 14th and then my supervisor decides he is coming my last day at the high school to observe me. Can you say ready for the semester to be over? I have been so stressed that I have been having like a glass of wine or two a night since Wednesday. I hate drinking during the week because I work out so much. When I finished that portfolio today it was like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders but who knows if my work is even acceptable. I don’t know. I am so fried and drained that I will even take a B on it. I just can’t push anymore. I don’t have anything else in me.  

I entered some of my poems into poetry contests. Let’s see what happens. I have no expectations but I am giving myself a lot of credit because I stopped doing that kind of stuff due to lack of confidence. Now I just say to hell with it. If they like it and publish it, great, if they don’t, there will be more writings.

The night before Thanksgiving I went out with a friend to have a girls night and blow off some stress. What a Blast! I didn’t get home until 1 a.m. and I can’t tell you the last time I stayed out that late. Good times! We had a very interesting conversation. It’s good to be able to have girl talk sometimes, ya know? I’m still going through the whole aspect of who can I really talk to or trust. My brain also seems to be going through stuff that won’t let me understand it – weirdness. It seems the only place to turn is this blog or a piece of paper.